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The Sun Will Rise

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It seems my new thing  is to post about once a month. Perhaps I can fix that at some point. Hopefully soon.  Things have been a little nuts...as usual.  I ended up having to have surgery after my last post because it turned out that I didn't actually pass the kidney stone, but it lodged itself in the tube (ureter) between my bladder and kidney (TMI? Oops, sorry!). While all of that was going on, I had a ton of trouble with school and I thought I was going to have some trouble with some things, so I decided to quit school. Crazy, right? 5 classes from graduation and quitting. Less, really, since I've finished half of each one.  I kept imagining how badly I would hate myself later if I quit now.  I decided I couldn't do it. I couldn't give up. Not now.  So I didn't actually quit...not really. Whew! I was giving up my hope, though. Giving up hope for the problems to stop; hope for a healthy future; hope for the sun to rise. I'm not sure I would